Life as a student...

Shalom, Hello, Hi!


It's good to be back in here again! I've been busy last 3 days. I had moved to another block and need to settle down with my new classes for my short semester starting last Monday. Though a bit tiring but that is how a student's life isn't it?

This is how I was look like after I take a nap yesterday evening. hehehe.

Well, I know I'm gonna miss all of this after I'm graduate. So, what I did on last Tuesday was doing the general cleaning at my own unit. Only four of us were staying at this unit. The room was a bit bigger than my old room. It is very comfortable as my room is facing to an old airport field. During afternoon, my friends were inviting me for lunch and then we went for shopping for a while. We were planning to swim at the evening. I was happy that time because I'm so excited to go for swimming although I'm not good in swimming. (I have just learned how to swim :P hehehe...) 

This is how my table looks like currently...

My roomate had sleep early than me before I reached my hostel after taking my dinner just now. Therefore, I use my table lamp as my candle :P Yesterday, I attended a whole day class and my lecturer gave us 2 assignments for us to complete. Yeah, it's just the first week class of my short semester and we had given assignments to complete. It's okay. I'm enjoying my short semester but I haven't start even one assignment now. hehehe. 

This is the assignments that I need to complete which is an article and a case study.

Dear viewers,

I'm glad that I can catch up everything although there's a quite tough challenges that I need to go through my life. I'm grateful that I am able to compete with other students who persuading their studies in the same college. I'm just grateful that I found a good friends around me. Although there's so much things that happened in my life, I'm still grateful too that I'm able to differentiate which is good or bad to follow. Even though it seems like a simple thing you understand, the experience you get might be slightly different based on what you hear from others or see. 

I hope my viewers (especially teenagers who are about to take another higher step in their life) should prepare mentally and physically as you might be do not know what will happen to you. What I can say is just follow with the flow. Take time to do something but make sure the end product is worth it. Don't easily get attach to someone or something. You need to learn who are they and what it is then the decision is yours. You might not understand what I am trying to say but someday you'll understand.

I guess I just stop here. Actually, I have so much things in my mind before I started to write this entry. But then it seems like I lost my memory. hehehe. Never mind. I hope I can share and write something new for my next entry. Probably, I will talk about my college. I guess you guys might wondering where did I study plus the college where I am study right now is quite new. 

Stay tuned viewers! Don't forget to follow me and leave some comments or suggestions after reading my entry. Have a nice guys! God bless! 

Regards,

Byee

New Entry: Guitar ;)

Shalom, Hello, Hi!


It's the 5th day of the July's month! What a bless day and thank you, God for another day. I'm still waiting for my friends come back from their hometown. I'm bored actually. 

Well, today entry I wanna share with you guys about the passions that I have lately. It's about guitar! (I know it doesn't cool for you) But hey! It's a good instrument to play..although it is quite tough (for us as a lady...) Who's care :P hehehe...

Last few weeks, I did played some worship songs with simple chords. That's why I wanna learn to play guitar..because I want to play the worship songs! I'm eager to learn it! Anyway, I'm still lack at strumming the guitar. Sometimes I can lost my rhythm. hehehe. I'm newbies to it. You can say that.

So, I wanna share one of the video that I had posted in my instagram. You can leave some comments or suggestions as below. Well, through all of your comments I can improve much better, right? :P

So, here it is...

p/s: Sorry for my bad voice. I know I'm not good in singing but I love music. If I have the chance to learn in singing, I would love too ^^

And now readers, the song that I played entitled "Lebih Dalam Ku Menyembah". I love the lyrics, the melody and the rhythm. I felt touch each time I sing it and play the song. I hope you enjoy watching the video! Thanks for stop by. Wait for my next entry! God bless! -xoxo-

Regards,

Byee

Part 2: A new chapter to begin :)

continued from part 1...

He ever told me about "People's change". When I hear those words, I got mixed feeling. I don't know whether what I'm doing at that time was a good sign or not. I just prepared myself for anything that may happen. God gives us choices right? So I choose to continue the relationship. That terms did happened when the real situation occured. At that time, I know how it feels.

"People's change" is a deep meaning, isn't it? He proved the terms to me. Trust me guys. People can change just within a second or less. When the situation occured, I thought I was strong enough to bear all of it. I burst out to tears like flash flood the moment I finally manage to call him by my own. I know it sounds silly but that's the truth. 

Anyway, let me talk a bit about him :) He's the most favourite and best man I ever had. He got dimples and I love it! Yeah, I love a man who has dimples. It's cute anyway. When we were together, I'm  the water, he's the fire. (you know what I meant) At the moment I knew him, I really wanna do so much things together with him just like other couples do. Having dates, celebrating birthdays and anniversary, travelling and so on. I can blend everything well with him although there's some things I never confront with. I miss who he is in those memories. 

I love him. Both of us did felt something special within us which until now we didn't know what it is. But what I know, I love him. I felt freedom whenever I said I love him. One thing I felt bless when we're togehter, I manage to guide him to control his tempered. In Jesus Christ's name, I'm glad that I'm doing a good responsibility as his girlfriend before. He's a hot tempered person before I met him but never thought he would listen to me. (opps! I heard that man always have their ego conquer them. hehehe.) To build a relationship has to look after each other, right? That's the thing made me did not want to lose hope and kept loving him constantly. 

Unfortunately, there's something I cannot avoid. I guess I'm loving somebody else in my own fairytale. He rather chose the other path while I'm still standing at the path where he left me. I do miss all the sweet memories. Hmm...missing the person? I prefer the one that I knew from the first time I met. 

And now :) I am still standing strong after what had happened although it was tough like hell before. Currently, I still have one and a half year or maybe less to complete my Bachelor's. Then, I'll find a job that suits me. I will keep planning my sweet escape at anytime. I'm still figure out something to get my alternative income. 

Therefore, I want to do what I wanna do and keep exploring new life's. I hate to say this but let God do His part whether I should or should not have a new future relationship. If me, I don't want it anymore. Wasting my time to share something I should do with my couple but then it is worthless. My advise is just wait until the right time and get married. I guess that's much better. But on 2nd thought, it's a no no. Phfff!

Last but not least, I hope you guys enjoy reading my 2nd entry. What I'm sharing is my own opinion. No offence! I'm sorry if I said the harsh words. I didn't meant it. Have a bless day, readers. God bless you guys :)





Regards,

Byee

Part 1: A new chapter to begin :)

Shalom, Hello, Hi!

It's a sunny day here in Sibu, Sarawak. I'm still on my holiday mode. This coming Monday, I will begin my short semester. I thought my class will be pack but I have more free time instead.

Last week, I had my sweet escape to KL :) I wish to go again. I need more vacay. I still need more time to wash away the unwanted things in my memories. I hope within this year I can grow stronger than before. I'll mark my words. I can standing strong. 

I hate to talk about it but I love to share my experience so that the viewers can imagine how life can be. Well, I guess most of people ever felt on how being left by someone we love. It could be because of break up, separate or the worst one is the person been called by God. 

But mine was the normal life that everyone has been gone through. Break up. Yeah, it does sounds silly but nobody understands that feeling. People that often with on off on off relationship will feels nothing until they found the right one.

I found one..before..it was last 2 years. People may think that 2 years still kinda piece of cake to handle compares to people who had more than 5 years relationship. 2 years of relationship is quite tough too anyway. The reasons...let's make it confidential. It's my privacy. Anyway, the lesson that I gained from the precious relationship I had before was don't simply lose hope.

Why I said so? Within the hope is trust. Trust is important in relationship. But the priority is praying to God so He watches over us. Because of other types of circumstances that occurs around us make us feel we cannot have the commitment with the relationship. Am I right? (Different people, different perspective. No offence!) I admit that I'm also ever felt that kind of feeling.



Part 1 ended. To be continue...





pls: Keep reading followers. I know you wanna hear much more. Don't miss the 2nd part from me soon! 



Regards,

Byee